serene – 1, part 21

t’s good to see every parts of the boat work as intended. The hatches are completely watertight. When I left the hull out under afternoon sunlight for an hour for it to dry, the air inside warms up and expands, when I open the hatches, I can hear the sound of escaping air. That confirms not only the hatches, but the whole hull is airtight, and so they are obviously watertight. Then carrying gears inside could be housed with minimum protection against water (e.g: some normal plastic bags).

For the last two weeks, I only tested the boat on flat water, small river branches which are calm most of the time. Next would be some longer and rougher paddling. Been too busy lately and couldn’t keep up the planned pace of at least 40 km per week, and so my endurance has been falling drastically 😢! Also, I’m quite lazy at video shooting and editing, after all, you can’t make it as good as a professional cameraman, and upto one point, you don’t see a necessity for much showing off any more.

Sometimes, I wish I could just put everything aside, pick up the paddle and go, go light and go now! Nothing comparable to the paddling experiences, you and only you in the wild, and you don’t have to depend much on those delicate electronics to have a joyful journey, they’re just some more burdens. So maybe I my next trip, I would just leave the GoPro at home, a single small still – camera is stilled needed though. 4th image below: can only be happy when in open air and on bobbing water! 😀

Serene – 1 p1
Serene – 1 p2
Serene – 1 p3
Serene – 1 p4

With that “go light” determination in mind, all next fittings, equipments for the kayak would be kept to the minimum and simplest possible. The boat is now lightweight enough, I don’t need to carry the kayak cart along my trips anymore. If required, I would just port the boat on my back.

There’ll be no seat, just a small block of foam used as the back rest. Also no signal pole, just some head – mounted lights I guess. No marine compass fit on deck as originally planned, I would just use the Garmin instead (plus a tiny hand – held magnetic compass as backup).

holidays

ne autre vieille chanson Française de temps en temps, j’aime particulièrement des percusions, et aussi de guitar, dans un tempo très modéré… La mer comme une preface, avant le desert, que la mer est basse, holidays! Tant de ciel et tant de nuages, tu ne sais pas a ton age, toi que la vie lasse, que la mort est basse, holidays!

paroles

es mots faciles, des mots fragiles, c’était trop beau, bien trop beau… Des mots magiques, des mots tactiques, qui sonnent faux, oui tellement faux… Merci, pas pour moi, mais tu peux bien les offrir à une autre… Paroles et encore des paroles, que tu sèmes au vent!

– C’est étrange, je n’sais pas ce qui m’arrive ce soir. Je te regarde comme pour la première fois.
Encore des mots toujours des mots, les mêmes mots.
– Je n’sais plus comment te dire.
Rien que des mots.
– Mais tu es cette belle histoire d’amour, que je ne cesserai jamais de lire.
Des mots faciles, des mots fragiles, c’était trop beau.
– Tu es d’hier et de demain.
Bien trop beau.
– De toujours ma seule vérité.
Mais c’est fini le temps des rêves. Les souvenirs se fanent aussi quand on les oublie.
– Tu es comme le vent qui fait chanter les violons et emporte au loin le parfum des roses.
Caramels, bonbons et chocolats.
– Par moments, je ne te comprends pas.
Merci, pas pour moi, mais tu peux bien les offrir à une autre, qui aime le vent et le parfum des roses. Moi, les mots tendres enrobés de douceur se posent sur ma bouche mais jamais sur mon cœur.
– Une parole encore.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Ecoute-moi.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Je t’en prie.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Je te jure.
Paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles et encore des paroles que tu sèmes au vent.
– Voilà mon destin te parler, te parler comme la première fois.
Encore des mots toujours des mots, les mêmes mots.
– Comme j’aimerais que tu me comprennes.
Rien que des mots.
– Que tu m’écoutes au moins une fois.
Des mots magiques, des mots tactiques, qui sonnent faux.
– Tu es mon rêve défendu.
Oui tellement faux.
– Mon seul tourment et mon unique espérance.
Rien ne t’arrête quand tu commences, si tu savais comme j’ai envie d’un peu de silence.
– Tu es pour moi, la seule musique qui fait danser les étoiles sur les dunes.
Caramels, bonbons et chocolats.
– Si tu n’existais pas déjà, je t’inventerais.
Merci pas pour moi, mais tu peux bien les offrir à une autre, qui aime les étoiles sur les dunes. Moi, les mots tendres enrobés de douceur se posent sur ma bouche mais jamais sur mon cœur.
– Encore un mot, juste une parole.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Ecoute-moi.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Je t’en prie.
Paroles, paroles, paroles,
– Je te jure.
Paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles et encore des paroles que tu sèmes au vent.
– Que tu es belle.
Paroles, paroles et paroles,
– Que tu es belle.
Paroles, paroles et paroles,
– Que tu es belle.
Paroles, paroles et paroles,
– Que tu es belle.
Paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles, paroles et encore des paroles, que tu sèmes au vent.

bambino

l ya toujours un sourire de plaisance sur mon visage en écoutant cette vieille (1956) chanson de Dalida. Et c’est deja très longtemps que nous étions comme ça, un(e) petit(e) Bambino / Bambina, naïvement (et profondément) tombé amoureuse… Regardez la vidéo pour voir la vraiment vivante, aimable Dalida… Je peux seulement dire: Ta musique est plus jolie que tout le ciel de l’Italie…

đồng hoà, june 2015

Mắt được thấy dòng sông ra gặp bể,
Ta với mẻ thép gang đầu, là lứa trẻ sinh đôi!

omeone eventually turns on the tap, and the rainy season is officially here, it comes so late this year. I haven’t had the best physical preparation, been quite busy for the last couple of weeks, but can’t wait anymore to start the long – planned trip. Saying to myself: just do it, go out there, play it “safe and sane”, for whatever the nature might throw at you. I started my trip to Đồng Hoà, the small town – let opposite of Vũng Tàu on the other side of Gành Rái bay, 4:30 AM, June 16th.

The lunar phase is Waxing Crescent (unlike last year, it was Full Moon), tidal coefficient is in [80 ~ 90] range, a high value (not extremely high), but I don’t really care about them anymore. The general plan is going through Lòng Tàu river to Gành Rái bay (40 km) then 20 km on sea to reach Đồng Hoà. The next day would cross Đồng Tranh bay, then make it through Soài Rạp river back to Sài Gòn (55 km). The area is a complex joinery of many rivers, in essence, going around the Cần Giờ mangrove biosphere reserve.

DAY 1

Leg 1

The trip starts smoothly as I expected, speed increases gradually as the tide was coming to help: 6.5, 7.0… 9, 9.5… 11, 11.5, 12… top at 13 kmph, that’s really good. The tide is not as strong as last year, but my HW – 3 kayak goes faster. The Lòng Tàu river is narrow and deep, fast running water with some large, dangerous – looking whirlpools, but that’s all. I finish the first 20 km one hour sooner compared to last trip, which is quite obvious since I paddle now a better kayak, not a 14 footer anymore.

The next leg completed at 9:30 AM, that’s superb! I stop at the river mouth, having a break and lunch for 1 hour, before continue on. The hydrofoils run this route every 45 minutes or so. It’s so fun (and thrilling) to watch it coming straight on you, looking from the head, those “legs” lifting the whole body above the water, exactly like a giant spider. Dangerous spiders indeed, have been causing numerous accidents, fortunately, those Soviet – made machines can be heard many kilometers away.

Leg 2

The next 10 kilometers goes on as smooth, it’s very pleasing to roam the immense, peaceful water space of the estuary. I was thinking I could finish the day within 10 hours of paddling, but life turned out to be not that easy. As soon as I round the Cần Thạnh horn, wind and wave gradually pick up, they get stronger and stronger, and they came straight from where I was going to. I knew that the weather wouldn’t be good these days, but I just didn’t think my next couple of hours to be that hard.

Waves soon reach 4 feet high, and even more, luckily, the wave lengths are still a bit long, they are not too steep. A perfectly – fun environment to play against the waves and winds, as I could rarely be in the same situation again, to horn my “acrobatic skills” with a kayak. I was quite tired already, but still eager to take the chance to enroll in that “advanced kayaking course” 😀. The sky was divided into two halves, one white and and black, from Đồng Hoà direction, a tropical gale was coming.

Leg 3

The last 3 kilometers, I was in the gale, the wind gusts were so terrible that I couldn’t even hold the paddle upright, making advance was really really hard. But I had nothing to fear: I’m quite closed to my target already, the lowering tide seems to make the distance looks further, but actually the water is shallow, less than 2 meters, I could easily beach the kayak at any moment if something goes wrong. I reached Phương Nam Pearl resort at 4:30 PM after 12 hours of paddling, exhausted!

It took 7 hours to complete the first 50, and it took 5 hours to complete the last 10 kilometers! I spent some last daylight hours to wander the beach, the lowered tide left millions of small fishes imprisoned in those water ponds, jumping and sparkling like silver. And the sea birds were gathering for their ‘clamorous’ party, in the mist of heavy rain and strong wind. The resort offered me a 70% discount since it was not weekend, and I need some comforts to recover in preparation for my next day!

Day 2

Leg 4

I begin the next morning slowly with breakfast and coffee, thinking that I could finish the 55km return trip in about 12 hours. It turned out that I’m completely and severely wrong. Departed at 8:30 AM, 10 km across Đồng Tranh bay into the Soài Rạp river mouth, there were some waves, but nothing particularly difficult. I’d thought that it should be calmer on the river, but Soài Rạp is completely different (compared to Lòng Tàu river), it’s just so wide, and the weather deteriorates toward the afternoon.

The next 20 km up the river, I found myself playing the “acrobatic game” again! Waves were large, even larger than yesterday, surely wouldn’t give you a safe feeling at all. And the winds signal that another gale could come at any moment. When it did come at 1 PM, I made a quick decision to immediately take shelter in the mangrove forest, white breaking – waves were all across the river, and I can’t risk wasting my strength since I still have 30 kilometers ahead of me to complete.

Leg 5

It was where the Vàm Cỏ branch joining the Soài Rạp river, turbulences, and the gale was so brutal, I had to wait 1.5 hours before being able to go on. 6 PM, passed Vàm Sát branch, paused for dinner (sliced bread with canned tuna, some bananas). 7 PM, passed Hiệp Phước ferry, it was dark already, and it’s not immediately obvious for me to recognize that my speed stalled significantly. A quick check on the Garmin shows that, even though I was paddling hard, my real speed was under 1.5 kmph.

That means there’s a 5.5+ current here! I’ve never seen such a powerful opposite current! The Garmin map shows a very sharp S – shape river turning, which explains the strong current, and the tide was at its extreme too! I felt very… despondent, only 15 kilometers from my destination, but that would mean many more hours of paddling. I had to continue on anyhow, some desperate paddling struggles, my shoulder was in great pain, and my arms swell up like two bunches of bananas.

Leg 6

The last several kilometers were very painful, I have to stop for a break often, very inconvenient to navigate in the dark along the Hiệp Phước port area, where there’re many freighters traffic. I reached home haft past midnight, after 16 hours of paddling, not exhaustion, but a ‘worn – out’ condition to be correct. But never have I had the idea of giving up, on the other hand, I was feeling very very pleased as I’d completed what’s settled to be done at the beginning of the journey.

The Garmin – recorded route viewed on Google Earth, first 6 images: the 6 legs of the trip, last 2 images: day 1 & 2 of the trip, the 6th image: the route terminated some kms from my home cause the Garmin battery ran out, I had a pair of backup, but too tired to replace then. Thanks to the Garmin, navigating is easy and convenient. But don’t forget the paper maps, I always check the routes on papers, note down the distances, headings, tide table etc… learn them by heart before any trip.

The rainy season has just come back, at its full throttle these days. It rains cat and dog every afternoon, and there’re gales a few times in a day. Those gales usually won’t last very long, but could be very dangerous since the wind gusts could momentarily reach 7, 8 or more on the Beaufort scale. Just three days ago, a large fishing boat capsized with 37 people on board, right on this Soài Rạp river during a gale, resulting in 2 deaths. So, I proceed my trip with lots of cautiousness.

But after a gale, it’s always very calm, the water looks tranquil as if nothing has happened. And so is my mood, a kind of internal serenity for my mind that I surely wouldn’t trade anything for it. Now sitting here writing these lines, but all I would like to say is that: there’s no wifi on water whatsoever, but I’m sure you would find a better connection there!, not just a disconnection to the madnesses of modern society, but a true connection to the nature, to your inner self…

You may have noticed from the pictures that I had a life vest on the back of my kayak, but in the gale at the end of the first day, it was blown away, and I continue the rest of the trip without a PFD (Personal Floating Device). During the gale, it is very hard to make a steady picture shot, and something went wrong with my GoPro (it shoots still images instead of videos), and I couldn’t have just a second to fix it, was worrying about a potential capsize, so I missed many of the interesting moments.

The GoPro 3 has some drawbacks, it couldn’t produce fine image quality in lower – lighting conditions, such in a gale, and when water dust has covered all over its glass box, the resulted video is very blurry and obscured. But I don’t really mind, those fascinating moments were in my memory already, like having a higher adrenaline level in your blood, those playful hours facing the big waves, trying to keep your boat balanced, and make advances, meter after meter, to your destination.

This is only my first longer trip, 2 days of hard paddling, 12 hours for the first day, and 16 hours for the second, 115 kilometers in total. Nothing comparable to the feeling, you and yourself, the long road ahead, and a commitement to complete it no matter what. This is the first time I tasted the real hardship that nature could throw at me, gales and waves, strong current… unlike my last year’s trip to Vũng Tàu, in which I was just lucky to have it done smoothly within 12 hours with good weather.

There’re lots of things learned from this trip: some improvements to be made in kayak building, some more adjustments for equipments, gears, preparation for food and drink… the experiences and skills to handle rough conditions… and above all, the understanding you achieve, not only on wind, wave, current, navigation… but on yourself. That’s all about the purposes of longer journeys, you don’t win the mileage, you don’t win the nature (gales or current), you just try to… win yourself!

Đồng Hoà and its nearby sister town Cần Thạnh are both very small but peaceful towns, unlike the much bigger Vũng Tàu city on the other side of they bay. Small communities living on fishing and planting (mango), and tourism. I usually go there on motorbike, for one single day, every few months or so, just to stand by the shores and watching, listening to the sea. Out there, the great blue sphere of ocean, white breaking waves, my “playground” for many years to come!

It’s simply just pleasing to wander the shores when the tide was lowering, or to watch the sun rising with a cup of coffee. You could also go to its fishing harbour to buy some sea foods, or visit the “commune house”, a small local “museum”, which preserves a large whale’s skeleton, and exhibits some models of fishing sail boats that were used by the local inhabitants (images below). Pieces of tradition and history could still be found here and there along this narrow but lovely strip of land.

⓵⏎ Một câu thơ cũ (Chế Lan Viên) với phép ẩn dụ có phần lạc hậu. Mắt được thấy dòng sông ra gặp bể: ý nói mở rộng tầm mắt và tâm hồn để thấy những điều rộng lớn, thực ra có nhiều thứ còn rộng lớn hơn nơi dòng sông gặp bể, tuy nhiên cũng đã là một trời khác biệt so với những kiểu “lòng người như cống rãnh” của thời bây giờ. Ta với mẻ thép gang đầu là đứa trẻ sinh đôi: ý nói sự cứng rắn, mạnh mẽ của con người cũng như gang thép, thật ra như tôi thấy, ý chí con người còn ngàn lần cứng hơn.

il pleut sur… sài gòn

Mais lui il s’en fout bien, mais lui il dort tranquille
Il n’a besoin de rien, il a trouvé son île
Une île de soleil et de vagues et de ciel…

ne vieille mais très très belle chanson sur les marins qui ne reviendras plus jamais, et sur les filles, les femmes, qui seraient toujours l’attendre: Les marins d’Amsterdam, s’mouchent plus dans les étoiles. La Marie qu’a des larmes a noyé un canal… Seules Titine et Madeleine croient qu’il est encore là, elles vont souvent l’attendre au tram 33… Peut-être un peu trop tôt, mais lui il est content, il n’a pas entendu que des milliers de voix, lui chantait “Jacky ne nous quitte pas!”…

Chez ces gens-là (Dalida, Jacques Brel etc…), on n’est jamais parti!

a watery saigon – 2

ack to the normal, procedural routines of: work, paddle, eat, sleep… then repeat those steps… the loop will be going on like that for a while. I’m gonna have some miscellaneous updates for my Hello World – 3, but for now, just more ‘harness’ physical exercising to regain and improve my endurance after a long Tết (new year) holiday. It’s so good to return from mountains to waters, as my lovely kayak is awaiting for more mileage to pass under her keel in the upcoming time.

This season of the year, there’s plenty of wind around, especially around Bình Khánh ferry area, a crossroad that has lots of turbulence. Sometimes it creates enough waves to feel like a surf, riding a long series of running waves is a very interesting experiences, and HW – 3 surfs really well, though it’s a bit harder to control compared to the shorter 14′ HW – 2. When I saw sailors on those big freighters who were all shooting videos of the kayak, I know that SHE IS beautiful and attractive! 😀

Since I haven’t equipped HW – 3 with a spray skirt and an electric water pump (that would be in the next months), I simply carry a small plastic bucket to drain the water out when it rains, it’s starting the rainy season. Continue more and more paddling with HW – 3, to get to really know her, to understand precisely how she would behave in various different conditions: sunny, rainy, windy, wavy, strong current… There’s a long way of practicing since I’m feeling I’m not ready still for longer voyages.

bắc hành – 2015, phần 9

Này áng mây chiều,
Thuyền mây ơi trôi đi đừng vấn vương,
Về phương xa nhắn ai khuây tơ lòng,
Là nam nhi chí trai tang bồng.

Áng mây chiều - Dương Thiệu Tước - Quỳnh Giao 

Chặng 9: Đồng Văn, Mèo Vạc, Mã Pí Lèng và các vùng lân cận

Sài gòn ⇔ Hà nội 2015
Sơn Tây 2015
Yên Bái 2015
Lào Cai 2015
Hà Giang 2015
Đồng Văn 2015
Mèo Vạc 2015

ầu hết chúng ta nghĩ về người Mông, Dao, Tày, Thái… như những sắc dân kém phát triển. Trên đường đi tôi thấy nhiều, những người dân tộc vì đói nghèo, vì hôn nhân cận huyết, vì cả những tệ nạn của cuộc sống hiện đại… làm cho suy kiệt. Nhưng vẫn còn nhiều người mà khi tiếp xúc với họ, ta có được cảm giác vững vàng, tự tin, ta vẫn đọc được trong họ nét riêng, chiều sâu trong cách sống. Họ như những cây thông, cây tùng đầu núi, dù thế nào vẫn vững chãi xanh tươi.

Đôi khi tôi nghĩ có lẽ là ngược lại, những “người dân tộc thiểu số” đó văn minh hơn người Kinh chúng ta hiện nay, trên nhiều mặt. Khách sạn tôi ở có một cây đào cổ thụ rất đẹp trước cổng, du khách Việt đa số chẳng thèm bận tâm đến cây đào, cũng chỉ là một trong hàng triệu cây đào khác. Những người Mông, Dao… đi qua, hầu như ai cũng dừng lại ngắm nhìn và trầm trồ khen hoa đẹp. Trong họ có một mối liên hệ gắn bó máu thịt với rừng núi, với cây cỏ, với môi trường sống chung quanh.

Và còn nhiều điều khác không thể nói hết trong những post chơi chơi, ngắn gọn như thế này. Có một điều rõ ràng, những con người ấy cho tôi thấy một chút giá trị tự thân của cá nhân và cộng đồng, chứ không phải những chiêu trò vụn vặt rẻ tiền sẽ chẳng đi đến đâu của cái xã hội người Việt hiện tại. Nói như Tản Đà: Dân hai nhăm triệu ai người lớn? Nước bốn ngàn năm vẫn trẻ con! Rời Đồng Văn về tp. Hà Giang qua đèo Mã Pí Lèng và Mèo Vạc, kết thúc những chặng chính của hành trình.

bắc hành – 2015, phần 4

Gối đầu trên Lào Cai, Việt Trì,
Em nằm tóc xõa bãi cát dài,
Thả hồn mơ tới Thái Bình qua Sơn Tây.

Tiếng sông Hồng, Trường ca Hội trùng dương - Phạm Đình Chương 

ên đến Sapa một ngày rét đậm, hôm đầu tiên chứng kiến ngay một trận mưa đá, những giọt nước đóng băng bằng cỡ hạt đậu, rơi xuống đất rào rào bắn tung toé như muối hạt. Cũng có ý ở Sapa lâu một chút, hy vọng sẽ có tuyết… Chính giữa trưa mà cả thành phố chìm ngập trong biển sương mù. Những người dân tộc nhóm lửa sưởi bên nhà sàn, còn mình thì cứ tay trần lái xe từ giờ này sang giờ khác, mới biết những tháng ngày chèo thuyền cũng tương đối mang lại chút kết quả!

Người ta vẫn thường hay kháo nhau về những miền gái đẹp như ở huyện Than Uyên, tỉnh Lai Châu… Thực ra theo tôi, đó chỉ là một cách nói. Ở đâu đất đai rộng rãi, khí hậu tương đối ấm áp, có thể sản xuất được, đời sống không quá khó khăn, ở đâu sơn thuỷ hữu tình, núi non hùng vĩ, lòng người cũng khoáng đạt, rộng rãi như thiên nhiên vậy. Ở đâu hội đủ cả hai điều kiện vật chất và tinh thần nói trên, thì ở đó con người sẽ đẹp, gọi là miền gái đẹp cũng là đương nhiên, không có gì là lạ!

Năm ngoái đã thăm thú kỹ Sapa và các vùng phụ cận, năm nay chỉ ghé qua để đi lại vùng chân núi Hoàng Liên Sơn, phía bên kia đèo Ô Quý Hồ. Cảnh quan rộng lớn, núi non cao ngút choáng ngợp, thật là nơi mở rộng tầm mắt và lòng người. Cái cảm giác tay lái chênh vênh trên bờ vực thẳm, cảm giác mỗi người chỉ là một hạt cát trong thiên nhiên bao la… Con người ta sinh ra vốn là như vậy, không phải những thứ gian vặt, tẹp nhẹp, tủn mủn của cuộc sống thường ngày trong cái xã hội bây giờ.

hello world – 3, part 24

ast batch of updates for my kayak before Tết (Lunar new year), a detachable and retractable light (and camera) pole. At a bicycle accessories shop, I found a small signal light which uses solar cell (about 3 square inches in area). Testing the LED torch showed that after being fully charged, it could continuously blink for two nights, more than enough to be used for the boat. It has 4 blinking modes, which could be changed by a switch located behind.

The light is small, lightweight and most importantly, doesn’t need a separated battery since it uses solar energy (that means: less thing to be cared for in a journey). The pole, in its retracted position, is high enough for the signal light to be visible from other vessels on water. When the GoPro is in used, the pole is extended about one foot higher so that the camera could get a better view ahead of the boat. And the whole thing could be used, as a… selfie stick when needed.

Screw off the pole from the connecting dock bolted down to the aft deck, attach my other Canon D30 camera to the end, then I have a selfie stick in hand. Well, I’ve been concentrating more on boats and paddling, not the photography things, but it’s better being able to capture the beautiful scenes along the paddling way anyhow. There’re still many things to be done for the kayak, but that would be until the next year. For now, just more and more paddling, 25 km every 2, 3 days or so.

May the new year comes for me with more will and determination to reach my dream target. The more I understand about the task, the more challenging I’ve realized how it would be, for now, I’m not sure still if I could make it: lots of practicing and preparing, a huge deed of efforts and endurance required to make that 300 km (6 ~ 7 days or more) journey. May the new year comes with more internal calm and balance, for me to live wholly in this simplicity and purposefulness.